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Alice Elliot ([personal profile] adventageous) wrote2020-10-16 09:15 am

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"Please leave a message, thank you."
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-11 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
Er... [He pauses. No, he really shouldn't admit the horn thing.] Let's say I did similar.

[And possibly have a small fit over it. It was all rather terrifying, actually, until he'd talked to Geralt about it. Until there was someone to remind him that it was impossible for the Cwyld infecting him to cause this. And look at people like Killua, Roxas: they had not turned into monsters. (Yet.)

Adjustment. Right. That's reasonable. It very much is, but a bit of him is -- well, worried, to be honest. This thing between them is very new and, he imagines, fragile. As all new things are.

The squeeze helps. He smiles back, keeping his sharp teeth hidden behind his lips. One step at a time.]
It does help me immensely. How could I feel anything but handsome after that? [He can't help how his tail whips the ground at the tip with such a sorely-needed compliment.] Well, you've come so far. Shall I make you some tea? Give you some time to... get used to it.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-12 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Despite his anxieties about this whole monstrosity business, he has it in him to laugh.] Come, I'll take you for a flatterer too soon if you keep this up. [It was, after all, his job. (He can't say he hates hearing it.) He keeps her hand in his, but holds the door open for her, leading to the kitchen.]

You're terribly right.

[Among the Cwyldheart fiasco, and Jaskier spending far too long fretting about this... change, and having dealt with the twin full moons on top of that, which arose all sorts of incredibly powerful instincts that he's going to have to figure out. And soon. Before the next inevitable full moon.

Considering the newness of their current relationship, it does not feel opportune to bring it up with Alice quite yet. But it's not as if he means to, ah, fool around behind her back, either.

Thanks to Yennefer, the kitchen is furnished with a lovely dark wood table and comfortable chairs, as it's more often than not the three of them (now four, when Ciri visits) sit together, or far apart, depending on the mood. But the place is fond to him; the nights after his nightmares where one would sit with him, or where they sat together. He pulls a chair out for Alice, waiting for her to sit before he gathers a kettle. Now, without magic, he's had to go back to doing things in boring, human ways, like lighting a fire in the stove.

He'd only just managed summoning small flames, too.]
Well, how have you been? I'm sorry it's taken me so long to reach out. Things were -- [He pauses, swallowing.] Around the full moons, you can imagine.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-14 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[He needs more time, truthfully, but there's nothing interesting nor fun about throwing his complaints at Alice. (Now, Geralt, there's the fun. And he knows there is little he could ever do to upset Geralt.) He catches himself glancing to see if she's staring at him, as if he needs further confirmation.

Truthfully, this shouldn't bother him so much. It wouldn't, he thinks, if not for... well, the Circle.]


Unreachable? [He raises an eyebrow. That's more than a bit intriguing. He's certainly caught that Alice is far from the sort of person to sit through anything, but the implication surprises him. (Most of Aereuer feels a complete blur. The past few months, really.) Surely she musn't mean -- even Geralt mentioned it, but hadn't been involved --

His tail goes stiff as he turns around, holding the flint box. His nails scratch over it, fingers unable to keep still.]
Oh! Oh, a confession, is it? [He smiles, but honestly, there's an uncomfortable weight that presses to his chest. He has been in this situation for more times than he would like to remember: a beautiful woman coming to him, that holds his heart in their hand, who insists they need to have a talk, a confession.] I've steeled myself, I promise. What is it? No need to be nervous, Alice. You can tell me anything.

[Or, at least, he's telling himself that.]
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-15 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
You -- [He blusters for a moment. Jaskier's not the type to really stop anyone from what they set their heart onto, but from what he's heard about the Cwyldheart --

And yet here she sits, seemingly unharmed, as far as he can tell. He's already starting to wish he'd finished the tea beforehand. He doesn't have knowledge of exorcists, and Alice has already emphasized that she's powerful enough to have villains want to control her...

He only wishes he may have helped somehow. That whole time, he'd been locked away in his home, too frightened by the very idea of the Cwyld to face it again.]
I see.

[He very much busies himself with lighting the fire, because his fingers won't stay still and who knows how bloody long it will take for the kettle. It lights up, and he notices with half a mind that though his fingers certainly touch the flame, it doesn't burn.

And yet he jerks back out of instinct, bumping his head against the stove as he backs up at the word romantic. Jaskier stares at her, the pain a faraway ache already, blinking a few times as his mouth opens in surprise.

Oh. Karin had not... mentioned this. He had not, in fact, considered this was the case, even knowing they were Bonded. The Bond didn't have to mean that sort of thing.

Not being in one didn't, either. With you. Oh, fuck. His heart.

Jaskier takes a seat beside her, immediately taking her hands in his, smoothing his fingers over her knuckles so the fists may loosen. He knows why this must feel a confession to her: a confession implies there's guilt. And he knows well, in love, that there should never be guilt. Not for love itself.]


I'll be very blunt with you, Alice, because there's no need for me to mince words with pretty ones. [Talk of this, at least, comes easy.] You should love whoever you like. As many people, or Witches, or Monsters as you like. [And he smiles. That? That's the confession? If only she knew how many his own heart had known. How many more it will know, he hopes, because love has always been so easy for him -- to fall into, at least.] It's perfectly as you said. I've many poets who would have killed to be so succinct. [His smile grows a little bigger.] There is precious little of love. Wouldn't you say it's nearly a duty for us to spread it? To me, this only truly speaks of how large and how true your heart is.

[He leans down and kisses her hands.] I think it's wonderful. And I think Karin and Yuri are both as lucky as I am to be the subject of such love. Believe me, my dear, I'm the utter last to ever chide one for unfaithfulness.

[Look, he's cuckolded a lot of husbands, but he can mention that, er, later.]
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-17 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Well, of course! It's an important decision, I think, but it should be none the less enjoyable. Finding your footing in love should be so.

[He kisses her cheek, then sits back again. The kettle bubbles, ignored for the moment. This is monumental, he thinks, considering how shy Alice had still been when they were together. He can easily imagine this is the first time she's ever found herself in this position.

There are plenty who would say a heart is only destined for one. Plenty of people who are fools.]


Good. I don't believe there should be secrets.

[Though he is far overdue with a meeting with Karin again. He remembers her being kind, too, in the cages. It's a good memory when everything else is so awful.

His lips twitch, eyebrows raising.]
A surprising request, actually, but I'll be happy to grant it. [He pauses, taking her hand in his and rubbing it gently. This sort of thing is not something Jaskier frowns upon himself, nor is he embarrassed about it, but he does not want to... overwhelm her.]

I'm glad you brought it up. With my... my transformation, certain things have -- [How to put it delicately?] During the full moon, the Aeternae instincts are nearly overwhelming. I've never felt anything like it.

[Perhaps she heard of the... er, orgy?] In any case, I welcome this new arrangement. [He squeezes her hand.] I want you to know you are, of course, my priority. I don't think it needs to be fair, necessarily. We have no need to be equal in our -- in whatever you wish. As long as we remain true to ourselves, then surely it will work out.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-19 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He pauses, then smiles with a little shake of his head.] No, on second thought, not for you. Most people I know love the juicy details. Yet you remain rather far from a gossip.

[It's simply a fact and, to be fair, he's relieved of it. It is... it's difficult to explain even to himself the instincts he'd felt, how he couldn't even remember much of the full moon because he'd fallen victim to them. Yet saying as much feels an excuse. He's certainly in charge of himself. In control. Not like a feral Turnskin or such.

He leans in, tracing his fingertips up her thigh.]
But if you ever change your mind...

[He can't help it when her cheeks take on such a pretty pink tone. It's a tease, and yet -- well, he can't help tempting her with more, can he? It takes some reminder for him to pull himself back. That she's still so new to this. And he does not ever mean to tease her with the idea of other lovers.

And she, apparently, means to be as generous as she can with him. It's... appreciated.

To have found someone so practical is honestly a fucking relief.]
Yes, I believe so. Now that all the serious talk has been made, shall we have the tea? [He stands and fetches the cups, finally, pouring the water into both through a filter of leaves. He sets it in front of her, along with a few cubes of sugar.] Thank you. For being so honest about everything. Though I think it may be rather nice to meet Karin again on her own terms, so to speak. I haven't seen her since... well, we've only met once. She must be doing well now.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-21 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm, guilty. I can't lie to you.

[He's very talented at reading boundaries, however, and he is happy to respect them. Perhaps there is a chance his housemates walk in; Alice has made it clear she does not wish to flaunt this in front of any of them.

Though he's curious, the dynamic in the home she shares with Karin. If the same rules apply there. He can't say he has near the same reservations.]


Ah, well. I certainly will have to force a bit of myself into Karin's life, then. I'm more than happy to be a friend. I... [He pauses.] I could use more of my own.

[Lost them, as they returned to their homes. As he can only assume. It's the only assumption he wants to make.]

I'm told I make a rather mean fruit tart. I'd be honored to bring some for the two of you. [He snorts to himself.] All right, neither Geralt nor Yennefer have ever complimented me, but they certainly eat them, so it's compliment enough.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-06-26 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
[He raises both eyebrows with a smile, her hand a comfort on his. It does feel comforting, letting all of this out. Of course he does with his Bonded, in a way, but to have sympathy returned to him is. Fuck. It's refreshing.

Besides, he is beginning to wonder if Alice has similar... thoughts (or fantasies) to himself. Ooh. How he longs to ask.]
The three of us? No. I'd hardly find it strange at all.

[He'll mention Geralt and Yennefer. That night. Later. When things are less vulnerable.]

I'm only exquisitely talented in one. [He leans in and, unable to help himself, kisses her cheek. It's only -- her smile leaves his heart fluttering, no matter what topic brings it.] And I would love to teach you, should you require teaching. Perhaps with some degree of lost clothes. I promise, nothing too distracting.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-07-01 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[It's completely worth being scolded to hear that lovely sound, especially so when he finds himself waking so often just to hear it. Or offering to make a complete fool of himself. It's always worth it in the end, for the sound of his lover's laugh.]

Happily, I have recently learned that, as an Aeternae, I'm impervious to fire. Or immune to it? Is that more accurate? So should any fires arise, I can easily carry you to safety. In a very gentlemanly way, of course.

[Of course. It would involve no creeping of his hands up her thighs that, though he is so very tempted to slide one under her dress, he is. Being good. (The closer to the full moon, though -- lucky he is a master of self-control.)

He laughs, delighted.]
Oh, I can feel the swelling of my ego even now! Alice, you are far too wonderful. [And she is. He feels already so comfortable, looking like this, trying to remember to keep his tail tucked politely. She has proven that his fears were well misplaced, a relief in itself.] If you ever do desire to see me lose my clothes, I am yours completely. And it may be new all over again, considering... [Well, how he looks now.] Though we will certainly have to plan a sly sort of rendezvous. I'm more than happy to purchase us the loveliest inn room coin can buy.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-07-06 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah, a shame. He's always wanted to be the hero for once. Surely there will be time for it still.

His hand covers hers against his chest, over his heart. The contrast of blue on pale white is striking, only emphasizing his inhumanness now. And yet... yes. His heart still feels calm.

A little calm. It kickstarts a bit, certainly, when she so expertly teases him. His blue eyes light up, perhaps even a glow coming to his horns, if such a thing were possible.]


I -- I can possibly confirm there were, ah, some changes -- [Right. Another time. Calm yourself, Jask.] Yes. [He licks his lips, squeezing her hand.] Whenever you wish.
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[personal profile] cointosser 2021-07-07 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Or... he should not calm himself.

A smile spreads wide across his face, his eyes glowing. Oh. Normally Jaskier would say it's, of course, coming down to his excellent seduction skills, but Alice has thrown him for a loop more than once.

And he is very quickly learning this yearning is all her own, and none from his encouragement.

He replaces his hand onto her cheek to feel the warmth of it. Somehow, it's even more noticeable now, that warmth, as he's grown a bit colder than himself. One must imagine a more intimate moment would be that much more incredible.

Luckily, she does not seem to shy away from his new hue.]
There is not a single thing I would love more. [He stands carefully, his tail moving excitedly, offering a hand to help her up, too.] I believe my room is still very private.